Pride?

Was it pride that hindered me from breaking the ice? Most prob not. If i can tell myself i will crawl to the finish line of any race if i need to, pride isn't a big word in my dictionary.

I guess it ain't easy to speak to a person who told you you don't measure up to his/her standards of a friend. It is as good as letting you know you aren't qualified. That hurts, really.

Perhaps I fear rejection or maybe I just don't know how to.

Darn, I could have gone for a run to get rid of the negative thots if not for the injury. Hmm..possibly, i can try a light run tmr.