I had a dream

Not sure how this came about.

Last night, I dreamt of my first bf and i even processed his name in my subconscious mind.

It was a bizarre scene. He was squatting down, talking to a current colleague of mine. I could see his face very clearly as my dream "camera" zoomed in. He looked pretty much the same as i last saw him 16 years ago...just older (naturally, logically speaking).

When i tried to say hi and get his contact details, he simply walked away after scribbling some words that possibly suggested an email address.

The dream continued in some incoherent sequence (as what dreams always do, at least for mine).

There's this saying "One's first love is the most unforgettable". I couldn't agree more. A big part of me has been feeling guilty towards him all this while. I felt that i owe him an explanation and apology for our breakup. With the emergence of internet utilities like facebook, i did try searching for him but with no success. Well, even if i did find him, he probably wouldn't remember me after so long.

And the question is - would i even summon the guts to acknowledge him if ever i bump into him on the streets?