Pay it forward

Been feeling down at work of late. Sometimes I wonder if it's worth to be a good person. I watched this Cantonese drama n there's this character who propagates 3 virtues - speak kindly, act kindly n think in kindness. I tot it was easier said than done. I questioned myself if it pays to be a haoren.
Now im sitting at this coffeeshop,having my breakfast and I suddenly recalled certain acts of kindness I received in the past. Made me kinda felt indebted but I guessed those kind souls most probably can't remember. Hmm that's the true spirit of giving - u don't expect anything in return :)
Some of my "benefactors" aren't even close to me. Eg Lorene's cousin who let me stay at his place in Sydney for free and he even cooked dinners for me. Likewise Adrian n meijin's sister whom apartments i stayed for free during my trips to Melbourne n hcm. Edward Lang n Christian who paid for Kah Shin n my lodging at SA. Not forgetting my own friends who helped me in my race n life's nitty gritties. Had they expect anything in return,I think I never can pay back in the same magnitude.
All these past goodnesses I have received shld encourage me to be good.

Btw this is my first blog inputted via iPhone. Totally irrelevant to the topic :p I just wanna emphasize the convenience of smartphones with mobile data plan (although I still prefer my lappy).